AWAKE! Yesterday was a totally waste of life. Called it a night early because sleep has become my only means of escape. Only to have the hardwired fire alarm go off at 2:45 a.m. – seriously! And it blasted for a good 15 minutes before the fire department came and shut it off.
AWAKE! I wonder if I will turn my phones on today and listen to my messages. I wonder if anyone really cares. I do have work to do but no motivation to do it.
AWAKE! I don’t feel good. I wonder if it is the LACK of drugs I have been doing or allergies. Probably both – fuck! I just want to feel better.