Sleep is the only relief I get. Relief from the anxiety, relief from the pain, relief from the life. But even sleep comes with a price. I can sleep only with the help of medications and I still get pissed when I wake up in the morning and have to face another day.
I’ve made some important decisions over these past couple days and it will take some courage to follow through with them but I am going to try – try to follow through with them – try – just try. But right now I am going to try to sleep, sleep the sadness away, sleep the stress away, sleep the pain away.