Today was very much a non productive day and I am feeling very much the loser. The only thing I have been doing a good job at is beating myself up. Too much thinking. My mind is such a dangerous neighborhood to go … Mr. Rogers wouldn’t go there by himself. I highly recommend NOT thinking as much as possible.
I – as usual – am sitting on the couch with way too many non prescribed drugs in my system and I am thinking of having an alcoholic beverage which will not exactly be a good mix – with the drugs or the thinking. Oops too late – just poured it.
Tomorrow I am determined to be productive – to accomplish something even if it is just getting my sorry ass dressed. I can’t do much more of this “pity party” stuff.
I’ve got the mother of all headaches and my bed is the place I will be soon. Sleep will bring relief from the pain and also the thinking. Tomorrow is a new day……………………………………