I don’t know why it is taking me so long to get my shit together this morning but I have been sitting on the couch since 8:30 a.m. and I have absolutely no motivation. I need to get a couple important things done today before the “public me” tonight and I just feel like crap.
I worked hard physically this weekend helping a friend clean out their apartment and as I was climbing the stairs to my apartment last night I thought I was literally going to collapse right then and there. My body was screaming for me to stop and I did but now I have to get going again and well it’s not moving.
SEH is back from his vacation and contacted me yesterday but I did not “drop what I was doing” for him. I will see him tonight at the “public me” event and that will be hard enough.
Helping my friend has yielded me a great North Face backpack (I needed a new one something terrible), some new canvases, a couple funky t-shirts and a sweet bracelet. I thought I had a lot of “shit” before I moved into this apartment but I think my friend tops me. The “Lot of shit” post is something I should write about and maybe I will in the future.
I spent a good part of the morning watching YouTube videos on hiking the Appalachian Trail and I have official put it on my “bucket list.” The “bucket list” is no joke – I started it a long time ago – way before I first found out I had cancer. I have done quite a few things on that “bucket list” since I started it and I have full intentions of doing some more – though – hiking the Appalachian Trial will be a long shot.
It is now 11:31 a.m. and I am giving myself until noon – then if I do not get up and get going I will probably cry.