Wow I am so grateful to be home – clean, warm and snug – wrapped in a blanket in my usual position. I don’t know if it is the snow or the full moon but people are insane today – including myself. My normal “Alarm Clock Wednesday” turned into “Alarm Clock Monday” because I did another chick a favor and switched Buddy days with her. Though I honestly didn’t think I would make it because I have been feeling so shitty but I was up with the moon last night and well I just didn’t think I could take another day inside. But like I said in the first sentence – so grateful to be home.
There wasn’t a cloud in the sky today and it was and still is bitterly cold. I dragged Buddy to an appointment with the nurse practitioner today and for some reason my blood pressure was high and she wants me to make an appointment with the doctor – didn’t do it – not yet anyway. I thought that maybe where I was working another day it would give me a chance to switch things up with Buddy and do something different but he was having none of it. We did our usual Wednesday routine on a Monday and he was messed up about it – poor guy. He’ll be even more messed up come Wednesday and so-in-so comes in – again – poor guy.
I can not shake the chills I have. Heat turned up plus the space heater shooting right at me – blanket wrapped around me and I am still freezing. I am sure it has nothing and everything to do with having not taken any illegal drugs in a couple of days. I know – I know – stopped shaking your head in amazement – the well is dry in several places and it is only a matter of time before the well fills up again. ‘Tis the season I am told. Seriously though it is not easy.